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Soulscape: A Return to Self

An Embodied Journey of Remembering, Reclaiming, and Reconnecting


This is not a course to fix you.
It’s a sacred return to who you were before you learned to put yourself aside.

 

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Soulscape: A Return to Self

An Embodied Journey of Remembering, Reclaiming, and Reconnecting


This is not a course to fix you.
It’s a sacred return to who you were before you learned to put yourself aside.

 

Available Soon - Join the Wait List

Who This Journey Is For

(The Quietly Crumbling Phoenix)

You look capable on the outside.
You hold everyone else together.
But somewhere along the way, you lost touch with yourself.

Soulscape is for women who:

  • Are exhausted from being “the strong one”
  • Feel disconnected from their body, intuition, or inner voice
  • Have lived through trauma, grief, religious or relational rupture
  • Have tried therapy, books, or coaching — but still feel stuck
  • Know they’ve survived… and want more than survival

You don’t want another strategy.
You want to come home to yourself.

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The Questions She Rarely Says Out Loud

"I don’t recognise myself anymore.”
“Everyone relies on me… but I’m so tired.”
“Why can’t I feel settled after everything I’ve been through?”
“I know I’m strong so why do I feel so worn down?”
“I’ve survived so much… but I want more than survival.”

If you recognise her, you’re not alone.  These questions don’t mean something is wrong with you.

They mean your system has been living in protection mode and is quietly longing for rest, safety, and reconnection. 
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The Real Problem (And Why Willpower Isn’t Enough)

If you’ve ever wondered “What’s wrong with me?” here’s the truth:

Nothing is wrong with you.

Your nervous system learned to adapt in order to survive.

  • Chronic anxiety, numbness, or fatigue
  • Hypervigilance or dissociation
  • Guilt for wanting more, rest, or freedom
  • Fear of being “too much” — or “not enough”

These aren’t character flaws.
They’re intelligent survival responses.

And they don’t heal through insight alone.

They heal through safety, embodiment, and gentle reconnection.

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What Soulscape Offers Instead

Soulscape isn’t about fixing.
It’s about remembering.

This is an 8-week embodied journey that gently guides you back into your body, your intuition, and your inner knowing — using practices that work with your nervous system, not against it.

You are not taught how to become someone new.

You are guided to unlearn what was never truly yours.

I don’t hand you a map.
I walk beside you while you remember you’ve always had one.

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Week 1 — The Invitation

Awakening the Inner Witness

Awareness as the First Medicine

  • Learn how your nervous system responds to stress, safety, and threat, and why your reactions make sense

  • Identify your dominant stress responses (fight, flight, freeze, shut down) without shame or pathology

  • Develop the Inner Witness — a compassionate, neutral observer that creates choice instead of reactivity

  • Build foundational nervous system awareness through body-based practices and gentle breathwork

  • Begin listening to your body as information, not something to override or fix

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Week 2 — The Cave

Befriending the Body 

Safety Within

  • Rebuild a sense of safety by forming a trusting relationship with your body
  • Understand dissociation, hypervigilance, and numbing as protective responses rather than failures
  • Learn interoception — the skill of sensing and interpreting internal body signals
  • Create personal safety cues and anchors you can access in daily life
  • Establish an internal “safe place” you can return to whenever your system feels overwhelmed
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Week 3 — The Wildlands

Reclaiming Sensation & Desire

Permission to Feel

  • Normalize emotions as physical, energetic experiences rather than problems to solve
  • Increase your capacity to feel without becoming overwhelmed or shut down
  • Learn pendulation and titration to move safely between intensity and regulation
  • Release stored emotional energy through movement, sound, and breath
  • Reconnect with desire, aliveness, and sensation that may have been suppressed for safety
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Week 4 — The Fire

Releasing the False Self

Shedding What No Longer Serves

  • Explore the identities and roles you learned to survive (good girl, caretaker, achiever, martyr)
  • Understand how conformity and self-suppression became nervous system strategies
  • Gently loosen attachment to beliefs, narratives, and expectations that no longer fit who you are
  • Use embodied practices and hypnosis to release outdated roles without force or self-rejection
  • Begin inhabiting a truer, more spacious version of yourself — from the inside out
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Week 5 — The Temple

Reconnecting with Inner Wisdom

 Remembering Your Inner Oracle

  • Strengthen trust in your intuition and body-led decision-making
  • Learn how your body communicates truth through sensation, emotion, and timing
  • Differentiate intuition from fear, habit, or conditioned thinking
  • Meet and build relationship with your Inner Guide or Inner Oracle
  • Practice accessing inner wisdom in everyday choices, not just big moments 
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Week 6 — The Garden

Cultivating Pleasure & Presence 

Receiving as Revolution

  • Understand why pleasure can feel unsafe after stress or trauma
  • Reclaim joy, play, rest, and beauty as essential nervous system nourishment
  • Expand your capacity to receive without guilt, urgency, or collapse
  • Awaken the senses as portals to presence and regulation
  • Begin relating to pleasure as something your body is allowed to have
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Week 7 — Mirror Lake 

Grief & Grace 

Honoring the Path You’ve Walked

  • Create space for grief that may have been postponed, minimized, or carried alone
  • Acknowledge losses of self, time, identity, safety, and relationships
  • Learn how grief moves through the body and nervous system
  • Use ritual and somatic practices to complete emotional cycles gently
  • Discover grace, meaning, and self-compassion alongside sorrow
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Week 8 — The Return

Embodying Wholeness

Living as the Integrated Self

  • Integrate insights, sensations, and shifts from the entire journey
  • Understand healing as a spiral — not a finish line
  • Embody a sense of internal leadership and self-trust through future-oriented practices
  • Design personal rituals and practices to support yourself beyond the course
  • Step back into life feeling more whole, resourced, and at home in yourself
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What You’ll Experience Inside Soulscape

  • Weekly live 60-minute group sessions (teaching + guided experience)
  • Pre-recorded video each week
  • Pre-recorded somatic & breathwork practices
  • Beautiful PDF workbooks with journaling, poetry, and rituals
  • Guided meditations & hypnotherapy audios
  • Private, held community space
  • Optional 1:1 hypnotherapy upgrade

This is not a high-pressure container.
You come as you are.
You move at the pace your body allows.

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  How You’ll Know You’ve Been Transformed

By the end of Soulscape, change isn’t measured by how much you’ve learned —
but by how you live inside yourself.

You Feel Safe in Your Own Body

Your body no longer feels like a battlefield.
You know how to listen, soothe, and stay.

You Stop Abandoning Yourself

You trust your inner yes and your sacred no.
You no longer shapeshift for belonging.

Your Inner Voice Is Clearer Than the Noise

You know how to return to yourself when life pulls you outward.

Your Inner Dialogue Softens

Self-compassion replaces self-criticism.
You honour the pace of your healing.

You Feel Whole

Not perfect - Integrated.
At home in yourself again.

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Why I Can Hold This Space

I don’t teach this from theory alone.

I’ve walked the long road of unravelling and remaking — leaving religion, navigating motherhood through grief, rebuilding after rupture, and finding my way back through the body when words were no longer enough.

I don’t position myself as the healer.

I am a lantern-bearer lighting the path I’ve already walked, so you can find your own way home.

Deborah Christensen

Your Invitation

If something in you softened while reading this —
that’s not coincidence.

It’s recognition.

You don’t need to become someone new.
You only need to return.

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FAQ

Soulscape: Return to Self - Your Investment

(6–8 women maximum)

A deeply held therapeutic container combining group work and individual support.

Includes:

  • 8 Ă— weekly live group sessions (60 minutes each)
  • 8 x pre recorded videos and workbook  - available every Sunday 
  • 2 Ă— private 1:1 hypnotherapy sessions (60 minutes each)
  • Guided practices, reflection, and integration
  • A confidential, consistent small group

Investment:
$1,899 per participant

Payment options:
3 Ă— $633, or

9 Ă— $211 weekly

(Places are limited due to the inclusion of private sessions.)

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~ Carl Jung

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